i lost my best friend, some one i always went too.
this was all my own doing
what's keeping me alive at all?
UntitledIs it late or early?Untitled by ~Lost-in-thyme
My vision is still blurry
But I will hold my breath
and take a step
Am I running yet again?
Trying to get away from the pain?
Am I really ok in my skin?
Might as well stab my ego with a pen
Let this beautifully ugly world sink in
So this is where I begin.
I'll take it one step at a time
To keep my own mind
I have nothing for my own
I burned the bridge to my home
Now I start in this mess
and try to help the world progress
But at the end of the day
My words are in the wind, blowing away
So I will just hold my breath
and take another step
all hope is goneI promised to stay by your sideall hope is gone by ~Lost-in-thyme
i never thought I would of lied
let the voices in my head
drag me to the devils bed
and all I could do was not cry
when you begged me not to say goodbye
No matter how my veins may bleed
the shame, grief and regret will never recede
I use the blade, you use the bottle
we both hit this world full throttle
But I'm not moving on
cause without you, all hope is gone
If I were to run awayIf I were to run awayIf I were to run away by ~Lost-in-thyme
I would walk along the rail way
The sun would rise and fall
In my heart I would hold it all
The wishes the star hold
the stories in books, untold
I would walk till I met the sea
and hear the secrets it has for me
I would join the circus and fly
On the trapeze all would turn an eye
Like I had wings on my back I would sore
but then I wouldn't need to be there anymore
I would run away yet again
but this time not from the pain
I would run to feel the rain
I would embrace true gain
the one where you lose and it grants you knowledge
and with that I would learn again, to fall off the edge
and again I would run
just for the fun
like I did so long ago
bare feet in the snow
just to feel the earth under my feet
was all I needed to be free
CameronI never met youCameron by ~Lost-in-thyme
But I loved you
I never held your tiny body
But it doesn't mean I'm not sorry
I miss what we will never have
As a mother, I probably woulnd've been bad...
I only wish I could of had the chance to feel you kick
Or in the early morning gotten sick
Cameron my child, my sweet heart
the world ripped us apart
But I'll see you one day
when I too pass away
Then I will count your fingers and toes
and plant a kiss on your nose
I miss you more than I can explain
it can only be a mothers pain.
One day I will be there
I promise my dear
Only if you knewThe quick sand in the hour glass falling fast all around.Only if you knew by *Elecisss
Do you see the details in each glass piece of the sand you put your efforts to create?
You molded it and made it..
I see it differently.
The feel is cold and fast.
Its sad you see its ok.
I only wish you understood the double mirror you hold up.
The candle burns and it glows... You seem to blow it out when the wick is strong.
Its hard to feel the calm when there is world wind of darkness all around..
all around to see..
for others to judge.
Do you know what I really go through..
Only if you knew.
PerfectI tried, yet, I failed again!Perfect by =pytryseck
Are you gonna judge me now?
Perhaps, you are the saint?
Never done anything wrong?
Have you ever screwed up?
Have you ever lived... been strong?
Do you want me to be normal?
Um, what is that? Can you recall?
Is normal good or bad?
Just average, eh? And who wants that?
Is there something that's better or worse?
Our expectations create that!
So what do you expect?
Really, have you ever lived?
To me you are already perfectly dead!
So, judge me, just go ahead!
Empty StreetsI used to walk empty streets that had no end,Empty Streets by ~sherbet24
I knew where I was,
But not where I was going,
So I kept going around and around in circles,
But the worst part,
I see now,
Is being alone,
With only my shadow walking beside me,
Wishing with each passing day,
That someone out there will find me,
And stop me from walking alone,
Down empty streets that have no end.
It seems that wishes are answered,
I no longer walk the empty streets in constant circles,
I no longer walk these streets with just my shadow,
I walk these streets with my friends,
Who help and support me every day,
I walk these old streets,
No longer wishing someone will find me,
But wishing that they will never leave me,
To walk the haunted streets alone once more.